Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Today I went bugis b4 completing 2 skins...then went there pray..bought this bracelet for warding evil...something related to the well-being of one's self,said to improve self-confidence(I need that!)....then went arcade,played the turn handle game 'make' takoyaki' and ice-kacang...a lot of ppl seeing me go mad turning the handle...then my sis ps me....had to play the music stall/station by myself...2nd level mati liao...so tired after that...then went compass after that...borrow books...eat and eat...then come home...so I'm sitting here now,happi that my lacus and kira skin got 4.25 rating...yeah!*jumps up in joy*...created howl's moving castle skin and hopes to get good rating...bye for now...

Today went to check blogskins and ppl gave me sucky comments....like colour combination...I didn't think there was any prob...and some ppl kept looking out for my skins,to pull down my rating....then they were either ppl who didn't create skins or that they have skins that are rated 4 and above...HELLO?Pls dun have such high expectations of me like those U have for Urself....pls noe that I have been a skin creator for LESS than a MONTH...hope these ppl stop giving low rating or I will jus simply stop any comments from entering....and plus I have put in my most effort and they give me a 2.....btw,some ppl are so hen while others are so kind....forget it....I will create more dark skins,man....

Created two blogskins today...one is 'need ur love~d.a.i' and another is babycinnamon...hope got ppl like...today going for badminton again...going to do sch projects quickly b4 I leave for s'pore...

Yesterday was jus a fantastically bad day...got back report book...irritated by ppl(and vice versa)...then went to create a post and it sorta of disappear,then com cannot work properly...websites not displayed...so irritating lor...then blogskins not working yesterday and I think today too...argh!

Today we had file-checking about the whole day...then got m18 talk by eve and perry...dotzzz...discover how different two ppl are though born on same day...then today house games a bit sianz....and I do blogskins so unlucky,actually done the zhiqing and xuyuan ones...then do jiazhi one,but zhiqing and xuyuan ones disappeared...had to re-do...going bonkers liao...got so many holiday day hw that are projects,so troublesome....heck care liao...haven't finish nyaa booklet and got bowling tml...blogskins are not as nice as yesterday ones...haiz..

Today evry1 was bored to death cos hist. is first lesson....followed by geo.,which we scared of teacher cos sumthing happened the other day....then followed by a & e maths....and after that was CHINESE!We had a compo to do and I wrote CRAP....then after that got nyaa,had to stay till 5.30pm...but left jas & yilin to put things back in sjab room:P...sorry....cos fran waiting for me....then feel like doing skin today,and my frens haven't use my skins on their blog....so impatient of me,cos I hope my work is good enough OR that they dun like my skin?Then I got a new twin now,sorta of TWIN brother...LOL...but he doesn't seem to know it,and he is kind of a 'sister' than a 'brother'...LOL...and to quack quack,dun tell U any more things liao:P....
And while watching tv,saw the 'jue tui superstar' commercial,I THINK I SAW one of my seniors named kok wei...or is it that my eyes playing a trick on me,but no surprise he join,cos he join singapore idol b4....

Today I did blogskin for zhiqing,yiyen & eve...hope they happi with my result...and ppl rate me 4 stars for yiyen's layout!Yipee!Also,meet my senior who is 2-3 yrs older than me after yilin and I board the bus...yilin haven't do finish nyaa stuff so help her & also borrow books to read...so surprised my senior talked to me and still remember me...but I forgot his name:P....Today at sch like nothing to do,and I'm going to thailand for june....any1 wanna buy wat,tell me...help U buy...then ask eve if she/most ppl buy things for frens after cuming back from holiday,she say no one...no wonder I'm da odd one out,giving things I buy for ppl from overseas without them asking me to buy,so often ended up wif most of da money spent on my frens than on myself....today is a wonderful day though sch was rather bad...*arms aching from badminton yesterday*...OOPS...need to create blogskin for older sis...(^~^)

Today had stomachache...think I ate sumthing wrong,did several blogskins which ppl thought was not good enough,well,wat do U expect?I'm jus starting out,haven't do eng hw yet...haven't call nyaa members yet...do use my blogskins,if they are up to Ur liking,or jus tell me wat type of skin U want,and I make it for u,if I noe U in person,that is....

Got my own blogskins now at haru_etowaru...check it out....thanx...jus starting out...

Today no tuition,watched tv esp. gransazers...and sewn a bag...completed it today,read finish my storybks now,haven't do hw yet...still can't believe I FAILED english while the other 23 ppl can pass it...

Today,I passed all subjects except for my english,so wat's the use....and I am 6 marks away from passing while others are jus 3-4....and this is the 1st english paper 1 that I actually bother to memorise all the descriptions...and ended up with lots of EXP errors,though I think in ENGLISH,not CHINESE....utterly disappointed......split personality is bothering me again,I will go crazy one day...also,I realise who are my REAL frens,actually ppl treat me as a fren becos I treat them like 1,and wish not to upset me,BUT they jus dun want me as a fren....my repetition are a form of asking for ur response,but do U care?I 'm not angry,jus disappointed....if U think I'm not referring to U,that's great....but if U r feeling guilty,think about it....I noe I'm jus a gal who jus makes a stinky & tiny part of Ur life and make Ur life worse...Haizz...ppl can be soo selfish....care onli for ur own performance,or rather humans are....I can selfish too but I do comfort ppl in silence,action speaks louder than words....it's how U see it....if i keep saying I am similar,it's actually to make U feel better,making U feel that some1 is same as u,accompanying u....wat crap am I toking?I didn't cry in sch today,but when I reached home,a totally different story...my mum doesn't believe that I didn't heard her instruction of washing my own sjab shirt...cos my 'COLD' side gave her that "had care" look....now,I feel like 2 totally different ppl are trapped in my body...like the fann wong in the illusion,but I'm not acting,it's for real...a "cold" and "warm" side...Everything is my fault,I am responsible for everything that happened to me,no one is responsible for wat it is today,cos it's all my responsibility,that my life goes wrong like this.....really thanxful for fran,noraini,etc....for putting up with me today....and encouraging me...Bless U!Doesn't matter if U read this,cos U won't change or be affected or be inspired or be bothered by it...and discover that u have a MAD fren...dotzz..

Today receive back phy. marks,got a2 but average was 72 and I got below it...LOL...lots of ppl get a1 & jas & jiazhi got highest among whole combined phy for sec 3s...since we were the top combined phy. class....then watched movie for english,the princess diaries 2,so cute....then a.maths slacked all the way....found out a.maths less than 10 ppl passed for e6,1 passed for e7...and we are worse than e6...die liao....I think I will fail cos those who will pass are the most outstanding in class for all subjects one....haizz...so jealous ppl get better than me,who ask me nv study....now,I have yet to wash my own clothes and my mum doesn't wanna do so although I thought dun noe to wash....why mus I wash clothes?Next time,I grow older,maybe hire some1 to help in washing...(o^~^o)...
Going for the sch jacket designing and watch designing,cos it will my first step to (fashion)designing...

Go to www.songjapan.com for alot of cool songs ranging from anime,drama,game,jpop songs!*looks wowed**_*

Today is soo sianz...no test paper,luckily..and no lessons,and hist. got work to be done in class though teacher nv come!And lots of ppl nv bring then had to do it as hw...then see some1 I felt totally irritated by...so kay poh...that person,so strict...so un-humorous and when that person has humor,it's actually sarcastic-ness...or wateva*rolls eyes*...then assembly got wat jc talk...then chem at least got lesson to listen to...sitting at the back is tough,with ppl* talking lame stuff and trying to be funny,hard to concentrate...and had to stay back till late for nyaa meeting...haizz....today is a bad day,and tml isn't any better,with receiving RED marks for mid-yr...jus hope to pass...do okay,esp. for HIST,SS,ENG,CHI,PHY....oops,jus remember need to borrow storybk,and sch library cannot borrow books,so ma fan...need to dig from sis's old collection or make a trip to national library....

Today I went to tuition & it was kinda okay...cos we knew the chp liao...and I finally finish doing the plushie today...actually was yesterday,but I could only find glue to stick today...if any1 wants to buy handicrafts like premade bags and plushies,order from ME!For plushies,it's at least $2-$4...cos outside,some sell $3.90 for the cost price...so it's rather cheap,and bags made of fabric are $3 and above...also got hand-made snowglobes for $3 and above too...can have special requests....LOL...selling stuff after exams...so relax...then watch TV show at my wa bo home...then watched JOHNNY's POWER!!!Tokio hosting the show this time and it showed SUMMARY,where got lots of Johnny Jimusho members like NEWS & tackey & tsubasa,kat-tun....the concert very cool,they like flying with each other(about 10+ of them) holding hands..when it was the opening...so keWL...*.*...so sianz,got other stuff to do,like filing english file & calling ppl about nyaa meeting....buai for now...Changed my blogskin this day....is this nice?

Today is friday the 13th...but who cares,exams is over,yippie!But I went to radioblogspot in hope of hearing j-pop songs and my usual singing session,but the web is GONE!*sobs*That was my fave music site...got so mani jpop songs,but japankiku.com jus added TT's "kamen"...and "mirai kokai" is the song for anime 'one piece'...kewl....well,nothing to do currently,changed my blogskin liao,and next week return test paper!Haizz~

Yozz...after so many days of exams,today is the 2nd last or 3rd last day liao....lots of things have sorta of happened...last week,I was already 1/2 party-relax mood liao,then last tues,the 1st day of exam the day b4,watched "good luck!" last ep...so cute lor....can't watch for PRIDE....then b4 exams,went wishing good luck wif that kimutaku sign on "GOOD LUCK!"...dotzz...hope I can do well for this mid-yr,though I have a feeling I'm not gonna do well...and lots of things to do after exams...change blogskin,nyaa meeting....but not forgetting PARTYING!

Today is holiday cos of yesterday's labour day....I got a new hairstyle,and zongyi was like saying it's very tomboy,then eve say very short...and there's this auntie in the ntuc who said "BOY,put that into that plastic bag" to me while handing me a free packet of oreo from buying fresh milk...dotzz...>_<....
Then these few days doing phy. tys hw...took long time to do...and haven't do revision for chinese,english and upcoming examss...so slack..X(...and I take a long time to do!The first few chps were okay,it's jus the later chps....who ask me so stupid and so LUCKY to have such a WONDERFUL person to GUIDE me when I cannot even catch the ball and drown in the sea..struggling...I think it's becos PURE SCIENCES students are more important than us COMBINED ppl....and my class is very gd in phy,while I'm the odd one out...
Ppl think I study hard,but I only APPEAR so...actually,at home..I dun care for a bit besides my hw that is...can see lots of ppl like eve and jiazhi and lisi working damn hard....think they will have excellent resultss...LOL...and I'm the 1st in position from the back....actually,it's not I dun bother,it's jus that I dun feel like working..I'm not motivated..and I'm going to see the 2nd last of GOOD LUCK....and tml is last,and I have exams tml...but I'm gonna watch it no matter wat...

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